Thank you both. I'm doing better the last week or so. My best friend/sister came to visit at the end of April and when she left to go back to Illinois her absence got to me like a truck and I got real depressed for about a week.
Between that and feeling like trying to manage a campaign was too much for me to handle I couldn't follow through. I still very much want to give this a run, I've just got to do some self care to build myself up enough to manage. I'm going to try and read at least the first story chapters this week and see if I can get myself to a place where we can at LEAST manage a session zero by month's end.
My overall goal now is to at least be well into the book with everyone before Avantris' next Kickstarter ships. That's at least a year from now minimum.
On that note:
The launch trailer is amazing.
Also they're breaking all kinds of records.
Over 5.5 million in just over a day so far, biggest D&D Kickstarter of all time - and the biggest single first day for any RPG system.
I heard they may have broken the record to 2 million? Uncertain about that, but I know they did it in like 40 minutes. And they broke Kickstarter for like 10 minutes at launch.