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@  -LittleAutob... : (30 May 2020 - 06:52 PM)

*stares at the light switch* .... I see what you did there

@  Tm_Silverclaw : (30 May 2020 - 01:40 PM)

*hands llittleautobot1218 a light switch* There you go.

@  -LittleAutob... : (30 May 2020 - 10:53 AM)

I feel a need to lighten up the mood.... ;)

@  -LittleAutob... : (30 May 2020 - 10:38 AM)

:p

@  Maximus Ambus : (30 May 2020 - 02:14 AM)

Shockwave did it.

@  NotVeryKnightly : (30 May 2020 - 12:21 AM)

I'm not in the US and at least some of the episodes seem to work for me. I don't know the actual list of places it's available, though.

@  Shockwave 75 : (29 May 2020 - 10:37 PM)

Unfortunately It seems Cyberverse is only available in the US on YouTube.

@  -LittleAutob... : (29 May 2020 - 09:19 AM)

Yes, and its ongoing.

@  NotVeryKnightly : (29 May 2020 - 01:05 AM)

Cyberverse is already officially uploaded to YouTube.

@  fourteenwings : (29 May 2020 - 12:36 AM)

Spin Master is abridging current episodes of Bakugan Armored Alliance and posting the result on YouTube. Maybe Hasbro does that someday too.

@  -LittleAutob... : (28 May 2020 - 10:59 PM)

I see... :/

@  wonko the sane? : (28 May 2020 - 08:14 PM)

Within the US anyway. Those channels aren't easy or cheap to access in other countries, and their website often region lock content. Tubi is the only good thing on that list: largely identical (but not perfectly so. Damnit. I wanna watch COPS.) country to country and free.

@  Steevy Maximus : (28 May 2020 - 07:24 PM)

So yeah, Hasbro is using plenty of venues to spread exposure of their brands

@  Steevy Maximus : (28 May 2020 - 07:23 PM)

Starz currently licenses Transformers G1 and the GI Joe movie (as well as MLP specials). Netflix has more current series available.

@  Nevermore : (28 May 2020 - 07:21 PM)

Study shows: Holders of the title "world's oldest person" have a severely increased risk of dying.

@  Steevy Maximus : (28 May 2020 - 07:18 PM)

Tubi TV and Youtube both host various Hasbro cartoons. Both are freely accessed and ad supported. Any basic TV package (barring straight antenna) includes channels like USA Network, SyFy and FX, all of which regularly air the films from Transformers and GI Joe.

@  wonko the sane? : (28 May 2020 - 06:18 PM)

I dunno what to tell you, media might be changing slowly, but at least it's still accessible. Even the folks that DON'T get one of the streaming services can watch it on the company website. It's a vehicle for the toy line after all, they need to make an effort to make it as consumable as possible.

@  -LittleAutob... : (28 May 2020 - 05:41 PM)

Well. Thats said, then.... I guess... :doh

@  wonko the sane? : (28 May 2020 - 04:13 PM)

As long as the the cartoons are profitable, then they'll make more. The media it's shown on is completely irrelevant. I say that as a guy whose earliest surviving memory is a big red truck turning into a big red robot.

@  ZakuConvoy : (28 May 2020 - 03:06 PM)

Might be the end of an era. With the rise of streaming, who knows if Transformers will ever be on broadcast TV again.

@  -LittleAutob... : (28 May 2020 - 11:46 AM)

3 seasons on a show is usually enough... but yeah ;-;

@  Roddie Luver : (27 May 2020 - 09:37 PM)

I’m also sad Cyberverse has no season four.

@  Paladin : (26 May 2020 - 08:10 PM)

it's too hugging hot today.

@  -LittleAutob... : (25 May 2020 - 03:39 PM)

I'll agree with you on that.

@  -LittleAutob... : (25 May 2020 - 03:39 PM)

*Figured -_-

@  -LittleAutob... : (25 May 2020 - 03:39 PM)

I fugured

@  Steevy Maximus : (25 May 2020 - 01:37 PM)

I'm actually sad Cyberverse won't get another season. 2 and 3 (of what I've seen) have REALLY nailed it in being fun little actions shows, like the Sunbow series.

@  Rycochet : (25 May 2020 - 01:00 PM)

Yes.

@  Maximus Ambus : (25 May 2020 - 12:52 PM)

I'm waiting for Animated season 4. Am I insane?

@  wonko the sane? : (25 May 2020 - 11:22 AM)

I'm waiting for the next season to show up on netflix.

@  Sabrblade : (25 May 2020 - 10:59 AM)

Many of us have already watched the rest of the Cyberverse episodes since the whole third season aired in the UK last September.

@  -LittleAutob... : (25 May 2020 - 10:18 AM)

*9th

@  -LittleAutob... : (25 May 2020 - 10:17 AM)

I just saw the 8th episode... omg

@  Bass X0 : (25 May 2020 - 01:28 AM)

Already seen it online.

@  -LittleAutob... : (24 May 2020 - 09:42 PM)

Who's excited for tomorrow? The only thing that makes Monday worth it is the Cyberverse episodes .-.

@  wonko the sane? : (24 May 2020 - 12:30 PM)

Welcome. I just came into that trick myself recently, so happy to share.

@  Nevermore : (24 May 2020 - 12:05 PM)

Thanks, wonko the sane? for the tip with the cloning. That helped a lot!

@  -LittleAutob... : (24 May 2020 - 12:02 PM)

Heheh.... yes... I don't think a sniper would be very good at making a vaccine... 0.0

@  Nevermore : (24 May 2020 - 11:48 AM)

All right! Cloning my old HHD to an SSD and then swapping out the drive was successful, it would appear. Finally.

@  Bass X0 : (24 May 2020 - 11:30 AM)

Scientist Perceptor is. Sniper Perceptor less so.

@  -LittleAutob... : (24 May 2020 - 10:51 AM)

Perceptor would be more responsible.

@  -LittleAutob... : (24 May 2020 - 10:48 AM)

Oof x~x

@  TheMightyMol... : (24 May 2020 - 10:45 AM)

He'd cure the virus, but he'd probably commit at least two crimes against nature and weaponize a third in the process.

@  -LittleAutob... : (24 May 2020 - 09:39 AM)

'Horrible consequences' would most likely happen with Brainstorm...

@  -LittleAutob... : (24 May 2020 - 08:16 AM)

Totally. And Percy's not even human. XD

@  TheMightyMol... : (24 May 2020 - 06:50 AM)

Can't do much worse than our current government, I say go for it.

@  Sabrblade : (23 May 2020 - 10:13 PM)

Little do we realize that the Perceptor in question is the Mini-Con combiner. :p

@  -LittleAutob... : (23 May 2020 - 10:11 PM)

He would!!!

@  -LittleAutob... : (23 May 2020 - 10:11 PM)

Horrible consequences? I... Doubt that would happen.

@  wonko the sane? : (23 May 2020 - 09:55 PM)

Even if he would come up with the answer by tomorrow.


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#221 Marduk

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Posted 11 September 2019 - 02:50 PM

How do you go about finding a therapist?

 

Your doc should be able to help. Or call your insurance. They should have a list of local providers.

 

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Posted 26 September 2019 - 03:41 PM

And like was said earlier, if the first one you meet doesn't work out, don't feel discouraged from trying a different therapist.

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Posted 01 October 2019 - 08:57 AM

"There are many endings, the right one is the one we choose."


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Posted 09 December 2019 - 04:24 AM

My local place kicked me out because I now have insurance... 



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Posted 09 December 2019 - 06:28 PM

Erf! I hope that means your insurance actually coveres the services you need?


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Posted 13 December 2019 - 02:27 AM

Gotta love our piece of shit healthcare system, yeesh.

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Posted 27 December 2019 - 05:42 AM

i uhh, i hope we're all doing good with the holidays and all...this time of year can be hell.

 

For me? instead of letting my mind get the best of me, i got drunk as hell for x-mas and just laughed with my friends. Many quotable moments were had.

 

But today? i woke up with my bad (right) arm and hand numb because i slept on it...so im now falling down a rabbit hole I was hoping to avoid...im doing my best to fight it, but I just don't want to get to a super dark point.

 

I just generally hated the idea of having to be talk to family and friends I haven't really seen since the whole "almost dieing" thing...so I put on a puppet show. wore the mask of "funny guy who says whatever"...which in a lot of ways is the easiest of my masks to wear, because its who I wish I was all the time.

 

I just wanna make it through new years without incident...ya know?


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Posted 27 December 2019 - 08:29 AM

I'm sorry to hear you're holiday's been a fight. On the other hand, I'm glad to hear you are fighting. "it's who I wish I was all the time" "I just wanna make it through the new years." You have goals and it looks like some desire to live. You've already come a far way from the last time I saw you post. Just a few more days until New Years. 


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Posted 27 December 2019 - 04:39 PM

I just wanna make it through new years without incident...ya know?

You can do this. It's going to sound corny, but you've made it this far. That's a big step from where you were earlier. It's just taking one day as it comes and doing your best to realize that those negative thoughts / emotions don't have control over you.

 

Which is something I freely admit to failing at time after time.

 

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Posted 07 January 2020 - 08:02 PM

So for those of you in talk therapy... do you do anything more than "talk"?

 

I feel like all I ever do is talk about what's wrong.  I'm never getting advice for "healing," if that makes sense.

 

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Posted 07 January 2020 - 09:44 PM

The advice I get is more life skills instead of situational what to do's. But yeah, a lot of it is talking. 


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Posted 08 January 2020 - 09:14 AM

I'm not even sure I'm getting that, honestly.

 

We've had three or four full sessions. I know what's wrong. I know when & where it went wrong. I know the damage that's been done. Therapist knows this.

 

What I don't know how to do is cope with it. And, like, neither the prescribing nor the talk therapist seem to grasp that.

 

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Posted 08 January 2020 - 05:03 PM

Maybe the therapist suspects you can go deeper.


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Posted 08 January 2020 - 05:20 PM

Maybe the therapist suspects you can go deeper.


How do you mean?

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Posted 08 January 2020 - 09:33 PM

I want to start by assuming the therapist means well and isn't dragging this out for a nefarious reason (i.e. more sessions = more $$$). I want to exhaust all benign possibilities first.

 

You say you know when and where it went wrong. Maybe the therapist thinks there's more to unpack here and thinks it all needs to come out before the healing can begin.


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Posted 09 January 2020 - 09:14 AM

Ah, I see what you're getting at.  It's possible that's what's going on. I'll have to see when I go back in.

 

I was very open at the start about the things / situations that broke me. There may be bits of buried trauma, but the big picture is always the same.

 

Thanks!

 

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Posted 01 February 2020 - 09:24 AM

Gonna Vent:

 

I had to schedule with the emergency clinic today.  My therapist's office screwed up and it'll be weeks before I get to see her, and some things have happened that I just can't process on my own. This is twice now I've been left hanging.

 

Asked my prescribing psychiatrist if there was something he could give to help me through the next few weeks until sessions could start up again and his advice - I kid you not - "work on your breathing." Well that's great. I mean, that's super helpful.

 

So I'm maybe six full therapy sessions in over the span of 2.5 months and... I'm more broken than when I started.

 

I physically hate this.

 

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Posted 01 February 2020 - 10:51 AM

I know when I was doing my therapy things got worse before they got better. It does concern me that your therapist has twice screwed up in session scheduling. That's definitely not good.

Update for me, I'm on my last month of Prozac. My doctor thinks it's time to go ahead and take me off them, which is good. It was meant to be a temporary thing. I'm kinda nervous though, because I hear getting off of anti-depressants can be rough. But I am glad to be at this point. It's been a heck of a year.
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Posted 03 February 2020 - 10:05 AM

Emergency clinic was not as helpful as I thought it'd be. 30 minutes just isn't enough to get through how my brain works so that I can cope with what's going on now. I'm scheduled again for an hour this weekend; we'll see how that goes. At least it's a stopgap until I can see the regular therapist again later this month.

 

Clinicians there were not happy that the office had left me like that. I should have had a set date & time scheduled the moment we started.

 

Psychiatrist had upped my antidepression dosage last week. I can tell a difference, but I feel physically like hell. But what I feel most is that feeling / realization that something had broken in my head before the dosage was upped, and that break ended screwing up something I valued. Like I can clearly see that something had gone wrong with treatment, if that makes any sense.

 

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Posted 03 February 2020 - 04:17 PM

Clinicians there were not happy that the office had left me like that. I should have had a set date & time scheduled the moment we started.


That really bothers me too. You need to be able to trust your therapist. You can't do that if she's twice left you hanging.

I'm not one to say whether you should or shouldn't find someone else. That's totally not my business. But I don't think it would be out of line to tell her that this type of thing is a serious issue, because it really is.
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