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Music, movies and of course Transformers!
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26 Mar 2011
I just got RTS Grappel today, and am having a problem with the head. His head is currently in the chest area, and it won't flip back up, no matter how much pressure I use. Any ideas on what I need to do to het the head to flip up?
18 Dec 2010
So I was lookin through Bon Jovi Christmas songs on You Tube and found this-
And I thought to myself... no way! Really? So I looked it up on wikipedia and sure enough.
Thought it was pretty cool. all the talk about the awful Star Wars Christmas special, I would have thought I'da known about this!
And on a more serious note- What do you buy a Wookie for Christmas?
10 Jul 2010
I appologize in advance for the rambling that follows, but I need to vent, and would like to hear your thoughts and any stories you may have that might help me figure out how to deal with all of this.
Three summers ago I dated Melissa. We dated for about a year, and it was pretty serious. She had 2 children, and I treated them as if they were my own... One was 8 and the other was 3. They were amazing kids and I actually wished they were mine. Things didn't work out between us. It was intense and on and off at times. It wasn't good for the kids to have me there.. then not there.. so when it was over, it was OVER.
She was a diabetic, and didn't take care of herself. So being 27, her body started to feel the effects. She started to go blind, and her kidneys started to fail and she was in the hospital a lot. This was all after the relationship was over. We talked on msn once and a while, the usual "Hows everything?" and "What's new" kind of thing. I kept her at arms length.. My heart was broken to bits when she broke up with me, and I wasn't going to let her do that to me again. The last time I heard from her was last summer. After not hearing from her in 6 months or so, she messaged me on msn.. asked me if I wanted to do something. I said no. I had other things to do that, and she was in my past, so I wasn't really wanting to go down that familiar road again. In hindsigh, I probabaly should have.
It should be noted that for me, this relationship was a turning point. After 10 years of not knowing what I wanted, I now knew! I wanted to be married, have a family, be a good dad, a good husband, a good person, and make sure that my family was taken care of. I started getting more serious about work and saving, knowing that I'm going to need to if I wanted those things one day. When I was dating her, I thought (and wanted) to have those things with her.
So, I hadn't heard from her in a while now, and I was curious how she was doing, and how the kids were. She was on and off facebook all the time, so I couldn't find her there, and her old myspace accounts were now not there. Emails to her hotmail accounts bounced back. Now she would go through phases where she was on the social networking sites, and then off of them.. depending on her mood, so that in itself was not all that odd. I did wonder.
This morning, I went to legacy.com and did a search. Unfortunatly, I found Melissa's obituary. She passed away last October. It stunned me completely. I couldn't help but just feel numb.
Usually when you find out a someone close has passed has died, you get to go through the process. There's a wake, a funeral, you get to talk to family. I don't get that. For whatever reason, no one told me. Someone who played an integral role in my life and changed me dies, and I don't get to do this properly. It sucks. I went to the graveyard to pay my respects, and to my suprise there was no tombstone, no marker, no flowers, just a patch of new grass where she was buried.
I don't even know how to feel about all of this. I'm kind of pissed that I had to find out about this in this way, and I cant help but wonder who's taking care of the kids. They had different fathers, so I hope they aren't split up, and I hope they are well taken care of.
So My question after all of this rambling is this: How do I go about processing all of this? This is essentially a chapter of my life closed permanantly. I want to find out if the girls are in good hands. Right now I'm trying to find someone or someway to contact her family to at least extend my condolances. But part of me wonders if I should or not. Maybe its better to let it be?
26 Jun 2010
Pathetic. Toronto's downtown core destroyed as Police did nothing to stop them. I'm not one to get on the case of Police, but this is unacceptable. Our cops are more worried about PR than upholding the law. I wish they'd get some balls and lay the smackdown on the hooligans doing this.
I feel so bad for the independent shopkeepers who've had their shops devestated.
21 Jun 2010
For those in canada buying War For Cybertron tommorrow, Best Buy and Future shop have the game selling for $40 with Jazz as the exclusive charachter.
Just wanted to pass it along to all my peeps in Canada.
I preordered at Gamestop and am gonna let em keep my $5 deposit. I'll still be saving significantly.
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